Sorry!

Sorry for not updating more often. We're so busy with school and work right now, we don't have the time or energy to focus on weight loss. We're both binging as well.

The main news: Chubby has decided to get professional help for her eating disorder. Tubby is considering going on Prozac.

Stuck in a rut

We're not doing so great these days. As we've mentioned, we manage to get by on weekdays, but we both binged on Saturday. It seems to happen every Saturday these days.

I don't know what to do, but the next 19 days I won't be too hard on myself. It's a really stressful time for me, I'm finishing a very difficult internship, and I just need to focus on that. Losing weight has been my main focus for so long, but right now, I need to realize there's more important things in life than that.

-Chubby-

A good week

Thanks to the Ephedra, my week has been very good. A bit too good, my average calorie intake so far this week is 667 a week. I've also been getting quite a bit of exercise.

I love the Ephedra, but I know I can't stay on it for more than a few weeks. It fucks up my brain, causing anxiety. Besides, the body gets used to it, and after a while you need huge dosages to get an effect.

I'm tempted to step on the scale, but I won't. I'm going trough a really rough time at the moment, and I don't need the extra stress. I will stay off the scale for a few weeks more.

-Chubby-

A little self-sabotage, anyone?

Somehow I've fallen into the routine where Monday-Wednesday is fine, no, stellar even...then comes the weekend.

This weekend, as with every other, I've been held hostage paying a visit to Bingelandia. Last night was probably the worst I've had in at least six months. Why?? Why did I do this??

Unlike every other weekend, I'm doing something different. I'm getting back on track now. Damn, I'm still so mad at myself.

-Tubby-

Back on track?

I've been a bad girl...I've been stuck in a binge cycle for a week now, and I din't know what to do. So I ordered Ephedra online, and it's been working miracles so far (have only been taking them for one day). I know, I know, Ephedra is bad for you,but I needed help to get out of this cycle. I promise to be careful with them, previous experiences have learned me that ephedra fucks up my mind. I'm not willing to go crazy just to get skinny.

-Chubby-